Tuesday, June 26, 2007

found this on my flash drive, written a few months back..



Highway friends


Must be a common happening but was seeing it for the first time even though I travel a lot by road.
Had to reach pune by 12, caught a cab from vashi at 9:30. Nice jovial newspaper guy driving an indica, mungda playing on the car’s player and maiden on mine. The car jam-packed with newspapers, just space enough for another passenger on the back seat. In fact the car was so heavily loaded that we had to stop a couple of times due to some strange sound coming from the rear, finally realizing that it’s just the mudguard touching the road due to the heavily loaded dickey. We stopped for a tea n smoke after an hour’s drive, somewhere on the expressway. Nice friendly banter going on with the driver and the only other passenger. I was surprisingly cheerful considering I had just quit my job a day before and my lovely ex-girlfriend refused to meet me again. All was fine till then as we proceeded towards pune. Suddenly the driver started swerving the car crazily on the expressway, from left to right and then right to left. I was shit scared, just about managed to remove my headphones and give him a scared ‘why’ look. He just looked back coldly and swerved again. By this time I managed to mutter something, my voice drowning in a truck’s mad honks from behind. The driver finally looked at me, smiled n said “He’s a friend”. ‘Oh..!!’ I managed to mutter as both our car and the truck aligned parallel to each other. As the driver raised his hand to greet his friend the truck driver honked crazily in acknowledgment. After another minute or two of swerving, cutting lanes and honking we were off on our way after both of them ended this friendly encounter with a goodbye honk each.
How he managed to recognize the truck is beyond my understanding, cuz the way I see it all trucks look the same. But this guy definitely knew how to find his friends, after all he had been driving on this road night after night since the past 4 years.
Finally I cajoled him to take a slightly different path which would drop me near my home. Bid my new friend goodbye, wondering how different our lives were. Saw the time, 15 minutes to midnight both of us on time.


Thursday, June 14, 2007

Wasted

Uncool uncared unwanted yet unfazed
I don’t need adjectives I’m simply wasted
Superfluous liquids flow my blood crazy
Dense fumes my mind hazy
Chemical reactions inside my brain
Ghosts around me driving me insane
I’m bloody hell wasted..
Fuck yeah am totally fuckin wasted
Take me home if I’m not yet there
Take me home if I have one man
Take me home if I am still alive
Take me home n leave me to die
A flicker of light in my face
Am I home already is that the police?
Hey I have a license why that breathalyzer
Leave me alone I’m fuckin wasted

Puneeeeet you crazy retard you did it again
Mommy I didn’t do it, no I was in my room.. please don’t hit me any more I can’t take the pain.. mommmmmy..


n I open my eyes yet again
am I home yet, oh please I need a drink
Oh I feel like a loser, hard not being one
Another swig, am I on the brink?
Hell no, I am still wasted
The sky’s still purple the road still pink

No pink so very much sucks, can’t you get yourself something better.. I mean look at you..
Ok sweetie why don’t you get yourself somebody better
Hey babie wait..


[deep inhaling noise.. coughs]

Hey brothers you all I ever got
You friends is all I ever earned
Thick n thin you always been there
Wind or snow I got a place to stay
But then you can’t blow me
Oh fuck you barely know me
There’s more to me
Than you could find out all these years
Hell I got a heart you’v ears?

Sonofabitch whaddya think you are
[sound of a fight] Thud.



Destiny sucks if I ever had one
Fate’s getting fatal but that’s for all
Am waaaaaasted am wastedddddd yeah..
Uncool uncared unwanted yet unfazed
I don’t need adjectives I’m simply wasted


Puneet you stupid moron ‘wasted’ is an adjective..
Am sorry mommy :(


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